me-in-the-day

ceria tak ?

This photo was taken during JPM Raya Celebration ! Sangat gumbira ni. Haha.

Banyak benda yg best dalam hidup saya rupa nye. Workloads, frenz around, surroundings blended my days into a comprehensive life. I am enjoying my life to the fullest while we still have time

Current mood is still imbalanced. However a little better from yesterday and the the day before. I am able to laugh and senyum dengan hati yg ikhlas. Selasa and Rabu most kawan2 tegur jgk. Cakap muka mcm jeruk la ape la. Sorry guys not in the mood of bergurau  !

Arini okay dah cket. Hope this feeling can  last longer. I have a lot of work aheads me. Pray for my health too. Jangan la demam n sakit2. Susah sy nk gerak g ctu cne nnt. Still berharap walau pun tekak dh rs lain mcm cket.

Will take a good care of myself . Till then. Daa~

tk ada tajuk

Hye I am back in the town plus I am in the office. Staring at these loads of papers n marks. Stay focus please !

But need to rest for 1 or 2 minutes. Writing in this blog of mine makes me feel better sometimes erm most of the time, I guess. Hehe This post will be without photos due to perasaan malas. Plus I dont have anything in particular to write on. Just a normal life begins after the holidays. Works and more works. Courses after courses. Weddings after weddings. My days are fully booked. What’s left for me ? Sadness ? Hurts ? Happiness ? Smiles ? It’s all well mixed that is how the life becomes so wonderful aite ?

Today : my current mood is not that stable. Any particular reason ? Hmm ntah la. Tak ada kot. Mungkin hati masih rs nk bercuti or saya masih rs nk tdo. Bila hujan ni la kes nya. Hati ngn kepala bersatu dengan perasaan ingin berehat n tdo. Sedang kan begitu banyak kerja yg  menunggu.

Office pun sangat sunyi sbb sume orang pn sgt busy. Masing2 dengan files masing2. Macam2 color files yg diorg bawak. Hehe. Lucu pn ada gak. Ntah la. Too much activities ahead later. Pening dah. Sume pn pening bukan saya sorang jer Kene start pegi jogging jugak. Will start this Saturday ( hopefully) haahha. I know myself when it comes to jogging.

Owh lupa. Nak g upah baju kurung lagi. Hmm balik kampung aritu terus beli baju batek lagi. Hahah. Tak tau nk wat mcm mana supaya tk beli baju batek. Balik2 beli jgk. Pastu beli lg. Bukan 1 tapi 2. Nasib baik tk 3. Cket lagi je nk 3 aritu. Tapi berjaya menahan diri. Huhu.

Okay la. That shopping part I like most !

Daa~

office make over + sesi perkenalan !

Yuhuu

Mood mcm biasa2 jer. Tak ada la hepi sgt. Tak jgk tension. Biasa !

Mood pagi yang hujan ni membuat kan sy ingin menulis. Bukan pasal ape pn. Pasal ofis jer. Theme : My office my home. homey and lovely. Konon jer tu. Tak ada la sama sgt ngn keindahan n kebahagiaan kt umah.

To be quick mmg ofis ni sgt tk proper. Bila ada inspection baru la kuar sume anak cicak anak tikus bagai. Mak diorg2 pn ada But I am very happy since cooperation sgt tinggi. I’m glad to be part of it. Walau pn weekend sy terganggu dgn aktiviti2 seperti gotong royong ala2 hostel ni.

Muni konon je hepi..dlm hati...

1st photo : is one of my closest fren. Dalam ofis die bersebelahan sj dgn saya. Jerit je pn dgr. Hanya dipisah kn cermin nipis yg lutsinar. hehe. org yg bertanggungjawab dlm kerja nya. Sgt komited jgk. workaholic is best suits her. Owh she’s just came back from PD. Biasa la second office die tu.

rizal the lucu-est

Ni anak buah Muni yg agak sengal jgk. hehe. Org dtg wat keje beriya die bleh angkat kertas pertimbangan plk. Hmm suka ati la encik rizal oi. Owh nnt buat penilaian tu buat2 buh gula2 kt depan sy yer. Boring sy dgr !

tk se-pro khallam

Ni aktiviti mengecat dinding ofis yer. Hmm. Syazwan buat yg belah ni sbb yg depan bilik sy dh siap. Tggu die ni salin baju nk mengecat tu siap dh saya cat dinding belah sana tu. Hmm budak2 wat keje gne la gaya nye. Tak per je pn. Janji kaler biru. Done!

ni hyper happy wat keje

Ni anak buah kesayangan sy. Without her I wouldnt know what should I do in the office. When it comes to work it just so nice to share them with her. She’s my Amie. Very helpfull and sgt senang berbincang. Bagi la keje ape skali pn mmg sure bleh setel. Sy mmg tk ada masalah la keje ngn die ni. Otak pn sengal2 gak.

haa ni sah berlakon jer

Ni Ari anak buah sy jgk. Seorang yang sgt best. Ni mmg gmba die buat2 mengemas jer. Sbb time ni die bron PC. Hehe. Tk kesah la. Dunia d ofis ni akan agak sunyi bila die tak ada. Macam sekarang die tak ada. Outstation jaga kursus. Ni kesayangan Cik Amie jgk. Hehe. Nnt kita g Langkawi yerp ! Cik Tengku ckp die nk borong coklat.

ni nk gmba cun

Ha ni kawan sy yang best gile jgk. Merangkap housemate sy skrg nih. Dah nk kawen pn. Huu nnt tinggal sorang Bersungguh-sungguh gile kemas brg smpai calar2 tangan nye ni. Hahah. Siap mms tu. Klaka gile. Sebenar nye ada jer gmba yg die tk sedar tu. Tp die nk gmba yg cun jgk. Boleh la ni. Time ni beliau ni demam. Beliau ni kesayangan anak2 buah unit headed by her. Mmg lovely !

cute tak ?

Ni Encik Aris yang sgt disenangi. Mcm ayah2 yg berwibawa gile. Tp sgt lucu jgk. Best giler. hehe. Tp tgk la tempat beliau ni. Mmg banyak gile la paper die. Demi inspection sume files pn die simpan. Siap pesan kt Qilah lg ” Cik Qilah jgn mintak ape2 file pn esok yer. Nnt dh hbs inspection baru sy korek balik sume ” Hhahah. That’s how happy we are here ! Just treasure the moments

ni geng merah

Shahidan n the gang. Hehe. Diorg ni mmg best. Slalu buat kerja same2 walau pn lain2 departments. Siap bleh pakai baju satu tema plk tu. Hahha. Shahidan ni ckp sy slalu buli die walau pn sbenar nye tak. Amie yg buli die. Nurul ngn kawan die tu gtu je la. Asek ketawa je. Tk tau la ape yg diumpat nye. Tak kire tmpat ketawa je manjang. Kalo korang tertanya2 nape diorg koyak2 paper tu. Hmm sbb die shredder pn dh jam sbb bnyk sgt paper sulit yg kene buang. Manual pn manual la yer korang. Janji lepas !

one side of ridzuan

Owh ni En Ridzuan kita yer merangkap adik beradik sy jgk. Sbb kami berbapa kan “mentor” yg sama. But sadly kitorg akan dapat Mummy baru. Ntah la. Ni baru separuh dr kejadian sebenar nya. Nnt kita tgk sisi gelap beliau dan ofis beliau yer Sori wan tk dtg aritu. Tau ko agak bengang kn ? Mcm kitorg tk bg cooperation . Zafwan pn sound baeekk pny ” Wah ko yg shah alam pn smpai ko yg kt 17 tu tk smpai ?! ” Sengih2 je la aku mampu Ahad tu.

tadaa !

Hehe See ? Hasil kerja diorg ni. Dasyat btol. Hahah. Kalo recycle pn orait tapi masalah nye paper sulit yg tk leh terlepas kuar dr ofis ni. So terpaksa la.

white board sy !

Ni usaha sy sndiri mengalih kn n memaku kn serta menskru kn white board ni demi kegunaan d masa akan dtg. So ini la hasil nya. Skru pakai gunting plak tu sbb sume org ckp screwdriver tak ada. Nyampah kan diorg sume ? Tak ada sape plk tu yg tolong. Hampeh. Alih2 buat sndiri. Tak per sy kn … mesti la tau buat keje sndiri as quoted by Muni. Hehe. Kan best kalo whiteboard tu sentiasa clear mcm ni ?

Hmm dah terpanjang plak entri ni. Okay la kot. Sampai cne je la. hehe. Welcome to our new office ! Nnt amek gamba dr Cik Tanti kite

fragile! handle-with-care

ini sisi saya

Today I wanted to write something about this girl.

At this current state she is so sad n emotionally imbalanced. It can be seen from this pic too rite ? She’s so hard headed n some might say she is so hati batu jugak. Well I think she admits that fact !

Knowing her from the other view she is so fragile as mentioned by one of her closest fren. She thinks a lot about others. She carries a lot of challenges and responsibilities.

Family always come on the top of the list. Her career is supposed to be her honoured. She is planning on loads of things on her own. N she’s tired of that by now ! So she put a final stop.

She loves travelling alone now. She needs a lot of time moving ahead. To be better is not easy to her but she will definitely do that. She is so strong when it comes to decision making. This time around whatever she said is mandatory.

She needs someone dear to talk to when she’s in pain last time. But now she steps ahead. She must be able to take care of herself and her problems. Knowing that the fact in the end she’s alone doing things whether she likes it or not. What she needs most  is her family and her frens.

That’s all for now. Just  love myself more than anyone else did. Just appreciate myself more than expected from others. People may say the  sweetest word but they never come back with the same sentence.

the-dears-to-me

happy-3-frens

Yuhuu peeps !

Lately perasaan agak sentimental due to a lot of reasons. Hence the wirtings on my officemates come cross my mind.

Knowing that I am working in the government sector : a major division in the  goverment I would like to say out loud that I really  love my job and I love the surrounding plus I love everyone that I work with. We are so connected to each other. Helping out from the simplest thing to the worst. Thanks for all the support guys ! We ave been thru pains, struggles and smile brightens  up our days even sometimes we do cry in the middle of the journey.

1-derful people

* Hamid was no longer here with us; he’s happy in UKAS may be. U’ll be good hopefully. The rest are still here struggling and fighting over times and days.

just love this photo

We’ve been walking down this moments n this paths. That’s the road we have taken. I enjoyed and treasure every moments we’ve gone thru and we’ve been together. Hope it will remains still in years to come. We’ve been family I guess ! There’s always ears to listen there’s always hands to cling on there’s always shoulders to cry on. What are frens for aite ?

 

another nite in sabah~

We started the nite with Wisma Merdeka which I confused myself by saying the place as Wisma Sejarah. Kuns was looking for shirts n shoes. A white one. I found one gorgeous shoe too. But later will buy. Thought will but it in KL but nevermind. Lost of interest !

Jalan2 n lapar. Saw takoyaki but different from Semenanjungs’. The taste also differs in many ways.  Enjoy the photos of Sabah Takoyaki. It seems very similar to the Japanese one.

 And the nite went well. There’s a few more places that we’ve been together. Will upload the photos tomorrow. Need to go back n cook  for dinner

Just love my life to the fullest.  Just enjoy what’s in front of me too !

***today’s writing continue***

Makan2 was biasa2 jer mlm ni due to tak lapar sangat. Ada banyak lagi tempat yang nk pegi n singgah. Disebabkan mlm nya agak pendek n masa yg agak berbeza. 9.00pm was like 11.00pm. We went to Kampung Air jgk. There’s loads of crystal bracelets. Sape2 yang meminati nye tu mmg bleh pening la untuk memilih. Luckily I dont. Hehe

Konon je pilih ni

Banyak kan ?? Sangat banyak n those crystal lovers would go crazy over this place. actually sgt banyak n it some sort of agak pelik since I saw guys n young gentlements also memintal2 tali utk buat crystal bracelets ni.

Hmm tak beli pn

Okay itu saja la kot cite sy kt Sabah. Cite pasal keje ? Tak yah la kot. Tak ada orang pn berminat ngn kerja yg saya buat. Keeping it to myself or some stories are better left unspoken. Phew~~

pose best la konon !

That’s all about meeting this wonderful fren n the sister. Tapi Berry tak ada plak gamba nye sbb sebok amek gamba ngn Kuns. Dalam camera diorang ada gamba saya dn Berrylicious.

Till then,

back in town !

Hye all,

Have reasons why not updating this lately. Not in the mood of writing even I really have a lot to mark down her : in my daily life memory writings.

Last week was a wonderful week for me when I am in Sabah. Since I met my soulmate. What a wonderful fren God sent me ( ko terharu tak Kuns ? ) But you really are !

I just miss my moments with dear frens. Have been away from them for quite sometimes. It’s always fren come on the top of the list when it comes to problems sharing and emotional challenges. ( being emotional plak sy nih ! ) biasa la hujan.

 This is supposed to be private. But it’s okay. Hahah. Mmg kami macam ni. Bila dah lama tk jumpa tu pepaham jer la gaya-gaya nye. Heheh. This was taken when we were in 1 Borneo. Hehe. Really miss things here. Anyway both of us just had the day with sweats n it’s time to enjoy ! Let us hit the photos of the dinner that nite !

Well thats for the dinner ! Best Best ! Steamed rice of coz.

So we ended the first met with long smile. Sbb dah kenyang n the food was wonderful too. Was told that the seafood was even better n cheaper in Sandakan. Will get my footsteps in Sandakan one day. Travelling is the best teacher rite ?

That’s all for the 1st day in Sabah. Will come back for the 2nd meetings. Love Kuns n Berry for the rides.

Sabah : 2nd day

Hye peeps !

It’s my second day here. Alhamdulillah my task was doing very well today. Though there were a lot of questions coming from the candidates. Personally I am very gratefull to be able to handle those.

Just coming back from Iborneo with dear Kuns and the sister Berrylicious. Thanks for the ride plus the food. Makan standard la. Seafood. Nnt gamba2 nye saya update yer. Kuns tunggu turn di KL yeay ! Awe jangan jeles okay ?? Besok trip tk sure lagi ke mana. Mcm nk ke bandar KK.

Atas daya usaha yg tk berapa nk cekal td slamat jgk beli baju. Wehee. Saje la gatal bukan ape pn. Boleh jer pakai memain nnt. Blom jumpa ape lagi yg menarik utk di beli kn utk buah hati terchenta. Nnt la kalo ada yg sy berkenan.

Okay la. Ready to sleep. Tomorrow is waiting. And i”ll have a long day too.

Daa~

 

Sabah : 1st Day

Hye all,

I am here in Sabah. Alhamdulillah sy selamat sampai jam 4.35pm td. Tadi masa nk mendarat sempat sy tgk kawasan pulau ni. Mmg borneo ni cantik.

Sekarang jam 9.15pm dan saya keseorangan di kampus Intan Sabah ni. Nice room. Thanks to my staff yang arrange kan bilik ni. Haha. i recieved a lot of messages from all the staffs asking silly questions. Cik how’s everything ? How’s the room ? The driver ? How’s the food ? Where do u eat ?  Haha. Lucu kan diorang sume. Unit saya mmg best ! Sume orang pn best !

Baju dh siap iron dah untuk esok. Untuk lusa tu nnt la. Dokumen utk esok blom tgk lagi. Will check later. May be lepas mandi nnt. Hope everything will be fine. Doa kan saya yer

Esok will be meeting my dear Kuns jugak. Dah lama gile tk jumpa. But one thing to be sure of she must be in the same size lg. Haha. Nk amek gamba banyak2. Note : Awe please jangan jeles okay ?? This is what those yg blom kawen n bakal kawen tahun depan akan laku kan ! Ko dh out of list since ko kawen thn  ni. Nnt ko tgk je la gamba kitorg yer ngeeee

Owh lagi ada jugak beberapa pesanan dr Amie n Kak Ma. Diorg nk butang baju melayu. Amie nk smpai 10. Nk meniaga ke mende ntah. Looking for crystal jugak. Banyak je budak2 kt ofis tu nak. Hmm. Poning den. Kalo dan saya usahakan la yer.

Buat buah hati tercinta. Ntah ape yg sy akan jumpa n beli kan. Tengok la ape yg menarik kalo jumpa nnt. heheh. Miss u dear ;(

Okay la. Nak ready for tomorrow. It’s raining cats n dogs outside. Hopefully it wont turn into lions n tigers later. Kidding !

Daa~

hari2 ku ~

Halooo…saya datang untuk menulis lagi…sbb sy tak ada mood nk buat ape2 skarang ni…Sbb ujan terasa tiada mood nak bekerja. Tapi harus juga ikhlas kan hati. berkhidmat untuk negara dan rakyat !

Sekarang ni ada majlis baca Yasin dan doa selamat untuk warga cne yang bakal pegi haji. Tapi malang nye saya ngn Muni tk dapat menghadirkan diri atas sebab2 yang rasional. Tapi kami tetap doa kan keselamatan kamu semua dari jauh. Semoga selamat pergi dan kembali. Jangan lupa doa kan kami semua kat cne. Insya-Allah ada rezeki kami akan menyusul. Ewah..hehe..

Semalam dan dapat waran tiket untuk pegi Sabah. Driver sume pn dah arrange. Doa kan keselamatan saya yer. Hmm tetiba terasa rindu pada seseorang itu. Akan meninggal kan beliau buat seketika atas dasar kerja2 yang tk dapat di elakkan. Seperti yang tercatat dalam surat Aku janji : kerja-kerja rasmi harus di utamakan mendahului hal-hal peribadi. Thank you sbb memahami saya di saat saya sangat memerlukan nya. I LOVE U SAYANG ! ( u-know-who).

Petang ni akan ada meeting yang telah lama di tinggal kan atas sebab2 kesebokan yang melanda pegawai2 lain. Pasti banyak isu yang akan di bincangkan. Yg penting entah kol brape habis nya. For sure tak kan habis pukul 5pm seperti yang sedia maklum la kn ? Tapi tk per meeting ni bagus dapat sume updates dr seksyen lain. Dapat tau progres kerja n of course dapat kerja tambahan yang baru. I like !

Hehe. Itu saje la kot untuk pagi ni. Nak wat kerja dah. Daa~